Friday, July 24, 2020

Needing More Feels Like Guilt!


the song voice so dressed sitting on a dresser—as talking smack or laughing back this thin/fine line. to dance like crazy or as appealing as Helen such a war outside. I love certain aches I cook like grayness so elusive such dying while as wild as wolves; to cover it up or dine in hell while I sit with demons; our conversation our giggles the singsong diamond—at carnivals where gods dwell while it sounds good, it seems perfect, where intuition is screaming to shun it. I do apologize while imperfect a man knowing how to live or graves whistling where tombs were hectic—to stalk through caves to gut my brains or to feed a horse: so majestic so terrible or so moody; the shortcuts the long alleys the club with Jesus; such amazing grace such Malcolm X or Civil Rights alienated—the front door the college life the first damn near murdered. it’s raw or uncivilized something destructive, our lives! but Love is science or bio-existence to swim like dolphins. so much an inner warrior as looking at skies so reserved while walking into another’s habits; such wrenching pelting(s) such dear arrests while cuffed sitting in a den.
I would like a conversation, sometime into escapes while I just made confession. as to rob a man, to erase his God, with nothing in exchange; so, a man dies, his soul to America, as it proves a space for blacks. the armoire verse, those cadenza/credenza voices while cloth is hard at changing moods. or an internal mouse the grazing maniac the lunatic as down as music is friendly. I must mope while Love is close to irritate—such trying such dying so calamitous upon a Friday. it seems superficial it must be profundity where such are searching for a lonely oasis. to deliver his heart to cargo his anger while a whale just spat him out. those nights in vogue, while with everything, where needing more feels like guilt!  


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