Saturday, July 4, 2020

While Loving Feels Genetic


so callous or beautiful or blithe a second here a moment there. those sinkhole eyes into drains where a soul is as elaborate as tetras or bowels while it seems so icky. many ripples as we speak. but I courage diplomacy. or never a feeling inappropriate. those cages so self-imposed where a
                                                                        person needs something withheld! to become medicine or anodyne or a man’s valium. too sexy to be held, too tender to feel rough-housed, or too delicate to love multiple men. upon a night-glare, or glasses falling into rain, or treasures re-gutting his sensibilities. such faculty. so smooth. while rhapsodizing becomes origami. a daughter in there, a childless maze, while selecting carefully. at a chipmunk those country pines where we
                                                                        fiddle a slingshot. multiple bottles, one adventure, to look over with an incipient tear. as to grab, cleave, if but to assuage a gulf—those wars those stars our reservoir of damages: inkstone prayers, untamed anguish, while pain seems romantic. a poster of inkblots or a take-all/takeoff inclination. so purple in there, so gorgeous out here, where I feel superficial for acknowledging looks. so much a laugh to you, while off the hook with you, so much
                                                                        pain between us. such edible panties. such a feeling of remorse. so caged a gray environment. to write as it hurts. to give so much. while watching where they already entered. a gut to a man, such backlash in a man, while I beg to efface blight.
I would plead into cherry-melting-eyes while I damaged salience such Rihanna unclarity. such a wet napkin a torn pride where no one has as it cries! but music so soft or skies so harsh if but affection one last door…to walk shame, to comfort anxiety or to come too close to running after the doubt of others.   

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...