Monday, July 20, 2020

Much More Inside


we usher our doubts as invisible creatures so threaded into furniture seams; the greatest at adversity while he said thunder if but many could take his rain; dropping into bass or laughing over clarinets as to pause where life is most vivid.     I must feel in order to fly where fleeing was forced.     sure immortal walls or effulgent pianos as to sit, die a little, while fretting delights—such cobblestone skies or semi-majestic daughters or such faux pas a miracle is unbelievable. by pluvial droplets while myriads wept insomuch as suffering is motif…so married to contention so divorced from contagion while thought becomes its crucible.
upon anger while so certain where on occasion we might need lenience or more mercy or inalienable rights or something dependent.
            it’s a gray morning where one is detached but only for survival. a soft mandolin such dear meraki or metanoia or mire or mud or hills or lights if but to re-jog an acquired affliction.
            aside a kniphofia or an iris flower listening to mental trombones—those fevers as gutting self, or days left to renegotiate—while mirrors only mimic semblance. or too hasty by withering creeks where a mirror might hit a nerve.     but     too much to heal     too little to apologize     where men must die more.     such sarcasm so sardonic as laughing in the deepest agony.     by heaving stomachs by cardio-vascular-systems or convictions so steep the boulder just whistles; for deaths are warranted where we never such a person in accordance to what we may retrieve.     


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