Wednesday, July 22, 2020

Perceptual Gunfire


we live by sacrifice or contradiction a salvo of agitations—the blue mind the red shell or a turtle making headway. such artillery such mind/gunfire as souls blank into midnight—needing flight begging if hoary if but to function one last battle. by freedom to feel confused or negotiating something inside against itself. by social-gospel or NT psychology where one might need psychiatry. if but to medicate while Thorazine was popular, if but to ensure mental isolation. upon a clipboard, pros versus cons, to discover it changes from second to moment. a monument of war a treasure of madness so built as to refurbish. those noetic swamps the noetic scar while aligning self is quite moving.     so defined by self or such disclosure to self while we design our turmoil—as rabid feelers adapted to environment while needing such approval is far too crucial. by sensual touch or violet kisses where mornings are their disguise—so left in Europe as we have forgotten Africa, or better, we cherish Athens over Egypt—by furious favor as against this reflection where one must project his orientation. such discredit or pure discernment to find humans are always edgy: for rights or lucre or other people!     those moss droppings or forests set to meditation where a person knows her contradictions, her biases, her ever changing decisions.     either a looking glass or an hour glass but souls are always vigilant: by tribal drums or Buddhist rivers or Tibetan tigers—those wheels spinning those horses galloping or muscles appearing to a young phantom.
we need an assortment as the mind chases its affinity while intra-activity is disputing brains. as sore to whispers upon a standing bridge while its connectors were obliterated.  

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