Friday, July 17, 2020

Fever Is A Woman


most have such a dream those earth/spirit raptures those extra-fortunes. so indebted to happiness as chasing felicity so soft into delirium. our souls at war our niceness by venom our chorus into atmosphere. if but to love us if but dying palms locked but a memory locket. to fire in flames at modesty turned assertion so close so pulled while needing a miracle. it was aches or burdens to see or forfeit where something was neat but losing; those veins as so emphatic those pinches as so romantic; to love forever to spree forever or to fly to extended arms. the pain was nectar those contentions were formal where one might perish too hurt to fix ashes. as bodies would argue such promise to adore such children in another’s future. to summons sorrow to swim through misery as managed but such sewing soil. our minds synced such synchronicity as aware but anxious—so steep in ecstasy or lonely a scream where they mocked ambition. such raw sinners or cavelike sanity where a man might fawn in agony. we would laugh so thrown into fantasy, we’d awaken in sweat gripping pillows—such derision or melancholy as to ponder into a smile—the avenues of scars those millpond geese or precious a feeling while trekking frontal lobes. by lava or power where death is effervescent as it haunts robbing life as it comes by delivery: mother’s glee, or father’s last name while never to realize a woman too unbelievable to rave by skies.  

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