Tuesday, July 21, 2020

Beautiful Decay


underwater while debating in self the fretted or fettered fracture we call by freedom. to decide upon death as opposed to slavery or pitched against a fence tussling for breath. such huffing or puffing such heaving or wheezing while death sits like gnosis such laughter such destiny such breakage. I could by dying if but it was fruitful, while I opt to become by intolerance. our children left to a maze or struggling to sense, while so many trees cloud clarity. I have negotiated where hatred was an ingredient as such to re-carve America’s Tragedy.
            I find freedom is a conduit filled with social pebbles, while struggle is against nescience: the battle of the cave those instincts against change or something comfortable despite treachery. such a need by skies if but to deflect while crowds are screaming at establishment. our young souls as creatures of resistance while anti-tolerance. to have fever to run into wars while something is most noble or most sacrificed.
so many hands as thrusted into memories such bluer sins. or venial consistencies as remapped alienation while most feel misunderstood; by passion to speak, if but to ask, for something closer to our needs: such flaming algebra where blackbirds are soaring, while dying is its revolution. so abased that second, or so afloat that moment, where most experience these more frequently than others.
but beauty tugs as needed to exist where some are most incredible. by major disbelief or tender anguish while to treasure you is to disown myself; looking for a fair trial, so over-caged, where the plaintiff holds a vendetta. our souls pierced our breakage so young, while freedom remains elusive. we don’t know its heritage, its genealogy resides in oppression, this became our knowledge when something became gray. freedom is the mage it dances where it’s absent, insomuch as we sense it’s missing. while Love is a miracle or an amulet insofar as we desire her presence. such holiness or such humanness by which we learn behaviors to seduce freedom.
            by attics we hear thoughts therewith we imagine ideals. our deck whistling our mops wrung dry but something has disappeared. it becomes obvious in needing more of her while she sits so closely: these increments or our freedom thesis where we require tomes. if but attracted to her while unstable for her where this becomes an argument.  
   

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