Friday, January 3, 2020

We Seem Weak Enough to Understand


So uneven or territorial while we possess private fears; so fragile but such delights at some irregular creatures; this need for deference this cage-battle or a bucket filled by prophecy; to adore dear lights or casual a storm too unfit to become adequate; our blurry fields our occipital visions but too removed to observe pictures.

I found you there looking professional while appealing to vulnerability. It was destined for mistakes under such pressure where one is certain to strike nerves; as crucial inhabitants undergoing social surgeries but our languages were foreign to experience. I knew not those inhibitions, I never tested those boundaries, nor was I compelled to utter love; such mortar intuition such gravel by crevices or eyes reluctant to believe in me; those fences unknit such soil made slime as creatures attempting something incredible; those rosy clouds those sky-berry dungeons where a man loses his fantasies; to come to agreements in such difficult terrain where a daughter might tug a tunic.

Such simplistic complexity to arrive at that time where an office spoke inscrutability. I’ve met a personality regardless of characters while one person has become pluralities; this vestige so unclear, those years so vague, where a man was present—both stable but unsteady!

Such rawness this gnawing intensity while buried or arguing with oxygen.

So filled with fire or so dedicated to dreaming where you appear as a decent person; for some are criminal such lavish vultures where a man’s life is outlined in chalk.

I understood history or egalitarian art which is offended by bias structures; at major cries wondering about freshness a bit uncured desiring healing; those sensitive mechanics while a man knows for wrongness but just if understood; such offenses where a woman is cruel while never a boon to any given man; such designer filth or such that soul while it wasn’t hard to adjudge; blue-gray sunshine or pomegranate moonblood at furious flames.

I watch or listen to something misunderstood; that is: I can’t decode monogamy
but
I desire this element where agitation seems obvious; this frail estate, those compassionate miracles where we meant to include reality; this city of dark
knights
those predicaments as humans, or such chemistry but charisma; to become
wilderness to attempt to outflank self while bodies are illogical.
I speak not of those, those creatures, where variation is normal—but more to contained fire.

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