Wednesday, January 1, 2020

Fragile Cult


One is frail begging for strength as too frightened of vulnerability. We need you indeed, if but our image, to lean as never ousted.

Your potion is lethal where a man adventures but we are indebted to pure weakness.

But daughters or mothers where we admire gentility aflame by neediness: as more measurements, or fragile fevers, as too so damp, dreary, made by detriments.

I walk in private palming magenta plums made into a void; this jungle of passions this angst in turquoise so wild in thoughts; but a slender machine but a fragile element where we war to defeat our greater beings; lemon with vodka or gin with peaches while one is frantic to read it; those lavender letters those khaki churches at but pinkish pumpkins; a bit much while languishing or sentenced to endure where many figure we haven’t experienced enough; (so close to harm so fumed in films where frantic harps have invaded France; mango mischief or granny so beautiful but a man attached to cries); an orange with wines, or piety with hypocrisy, or something unique, a man’s words matching his deeds.

I have a problem—so fierce I whimper—where several thoughts are unreality; but a secret to share, where intuition is at battle, we must connect or correlate as to capture something made revealing a second after its passing; such subtle advice while too consumed with thoughts but a man peeking through mental curtains; such poverty or living by Eucharist our fever induced by inedia; pure deprivation or something ingested while I worry about too much knowledge; life becomes motion, even manufactured mechanics, but we must become thoroughly indoctrinated; this frail feeling this fragile light while attempting to adore some creature; this lance or this casket while Love purchased her burial plot: fruits or berries, cinnamon or jasmine, at herbs plus seasonings.

Such by flavescent sunshine or maize interior while attempting to become anything she desires!

I noticed screaming eyes or slightly withheld at tragic membrance.

It was sentience our conflict, it was conscienceness our restraints, while apricot sweetness pictures something gray; to imagine what I see this subtle intensity one skilled, even sacrificed to Seduction; but rarity or coals or charcoal or railways mid our city pathways; such a sunflower sudden into midnight our whistles while time is deception.
We have something languishing or something dying but an adolescent tint—those trenches or termites as akin to our forest secrets where innocence was unbolted; this yogic man this yogic woman while agitation premiers an atypical need; so fragile or so bleached while appearance has become our deepest ally; those jasper edges this melancholic ability or more, a man wondering if ever those needs to need inscrutability.

            Upon a petal rereading an encounter while life becomes its reflection.

If but to adore you or to ignore essence as a man listening more to incredibility; to own a slice of emotion or to kill a soul at its perch or better to receive something two cannot complete; but life is music or temperaments or flutes atop those mountains: peering into abilities as a man privy to distinctions while to voice life is to separate passions; such teary soot our muddy faces or those warm cloths.

This interior understanding to feel but frail while aching mortality.

It seems strange something odd while I see parts of multiple mirrors; to sit so close to imagine such pain where to feel sighted becomes a delicacy.

I must pay the ante in an arid world so bolted to mother’s existence; such existential machineries such pragmatic elements while to burry becomes detonation; to fade out is impossible to war must be discreet or to opt out is dowry to another; this interesting case, where curiosity is of more import than humans, in such a sense it must be excavated.

Such cult as scientific such insight into majestic as creatures faced with immortality; this vulnerability or those sepulcher dungeons at wage-cobblestones those innate tombs; our Egyptian souls or Jewish synagogues our African tribes; at amazing gifts at cultural furtiveness such flux into fever while one unlocks one’s intestines.

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