Sunday, January 19, 2020

Rosary Daughter II


It becomes religion the way we survive those mechanics changing our texture.


It becomes life or deaths while consumed by both attempting to distress factors.

I have angst and love and gravel and terror for you; something delicate into our righteous rules while one pictures something delusional; to have made infraction or to bury those infractions where one is weary of you; but riches cover problems while memories preach insomuch as one is leery of acceptance; those whetstone feelings those teary sessions while guts grip and floors seem with promise.

We have plans for you, some quite noble, where others are quite selfish. We devastate in ourselves. We decide upon behaviors. And we determine what you will and will not succumb to; it kills softly, our faces are contorted, plus, our hearts are hard to measure. But life is strobe lights, plus, our daiquiris, plus, those recreational screamers; if but to reside in pictures those perfect captions as it was so before critical thought ensued. It was luxury, that goofy young mimic, those treasured compliances; but days became apparent, routines lose flavor, where roses are better fires.

You will live but a deceptive reality for perception is often askew; it needs realignment, and not from others, but more from this thirsty and hungry spirit.

To dance while observant or to salute a few mentors while watching them closely; to live by intuition, or to hone discernment, as becoming aware of certain flaws: we desire something, in this zoo of wilder animals, while beauty complicates our survival.

It was those days as watching it manifest where one is at needs to know.

Flowers are appealing. Sentiments are warm. But do life because you must and not passively. If it works out it is perfect but otherwise you know deliberateness. Not by deception! But full disclosure—where insistence came naturally. Those baffling moments those seconds at seas if but to arrive at something greater in you.

By reaching it shows something but it also distresses something where a letter or two is not harmful: You must scrape skies; You must filter through distractions; You must taste something in you; this landscape or those dreamscapes while chasing and running where oceans meet. This fretting empire those slipping memories to have mother so close; or realization as swift to distraught or senses where black and white appears gray; this lifelong blending those soul-berries or certain manifestations that alarm our better feelings.

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