Monday, January 6, 2020

There were a Cloister of Swans but One became an Angel


By helium our dementias as creative keepers while warring in high places.

Such language for fire such origination in scripture or such powerful grandparents;

but sentimentality or rounds unheard of in something too close to heart.

Your magic mind your mental catapults while feeling your spirit; this designed blessing this morbid curse while many are air-fire; but such blooming love such a looming passion while unsure of what to adore.

Our miracle machinery our long debates as one with a few loving friends; this battle in life this cage we prevail or those dear seconds in solace.

To touch his hemline or to float in screams while portraits tell partial realities; those radical points this deep affinity so close but realism hurts; as needing a fair shake or required to tuck tail while length of days are so short; a bosom of immortalities a chasm of darkness or light so brilliant it reneges.

This fair warfare this trench we devour or this music we eat; as critical cabinets or huts upon longevity to die wishing in tornadoes; such glamorous roses such fair butterflies at lacewings unbeknownst to the thinking agent.

I feel something clearly in this ecosphere by precision or so close to home venturing afar is skeptical.

Such a halo or dreaming by shadows where profanity appears funny.

(Sore shocking souls, or curious clever concaves, at autonomy or fevered induced flame-gravity).

Rhetoric becomes emphatic
by a land crying
where fear is tantamount;

our activity account, our imagery-void, where one is writhing in silence.
It seems apparent while searching suitors or cavalier where thoughts erupt.

This agony of media-souls while feeling a sudden shift insomuch as battling to feel indifferent.

Purely saxophonic or knitted by clarinets at such black blue traces; to crush emotion or to bury intensity where I must ask—when does it dissolve?

I confess to negligence, by tragic circumstances, but it’s up to you to dissect the material.

Yes, much searching by rain or more responsibility: but if one is to let go, they should have the facts; else, the condition lingers, where sentiments build, while resentments are sure to attract.

I never understood love:

but love is an ingredient it besprinkles the soul where seasoning touches soil & a roast remains uncooked; love is passion or untouched harvests where fruit remains ripened; love is furious feelings or constant agitation where dying seems unfair; love is mystic concrete or abstract bones while love is so colorful our portraits are invisible. Love is clashing sentiments or bendy metal of ferric softness; love groans at night by something incredibly beyond description insofar as something felt beyond containment; love laughs ironically while love is tenuously weak insomuch as love powers through doubts reaching for faith; indeed, love is without control love is devotional & love is unclarity.  

I give something, albeit, too much, but to feel it, is to spring into life.

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