Thursday, January 30, 2020

I Thought About A Daughter: (Maybe this Speaks)


so determined by behavior, a response for each action, while an engineer is vying for paranoia. but soft delicacies or deeper inheritance to have once dealt with monsters; this marginal preparation, into whetstones, or oceanic into brain-spheres; to lose a clue, where a person did that, while strength is ever verified; it becomes by design, it remains poignant, where circumstance effaces impetuous claims: by example—a man claims his affections, selfsame man learns your habits, and this person decides to recant his first assessment. It dwindles into hells—while so focused—to believe in self as ultimate religion.

I have nothing to say with so much to exhale while anything becomes its destination.

I have come to an island the birds are exotic the colors are existential. I have thought too frankly while excusing grayness where something is lost; but a Swan is watching a Star in blossoming and Sickness is pouring into serenity; to imagine such vanity, into a system, where everything must change for you. but darts are delivered or targets are refocused while one is so close to you, they must harm stability; for it must be false, for it wasn’t vetted, especially, by them.

it was cloud-shine, such nebulosity, and God was watching; so much a need, indeed, for definition, but Nature was observing. Satan appeared and teased Majesty while enticing Radiance against a young man. it becomes this way—it becomes treacherous—where unsaid man wanted to know origin; this Raging Voice those redherrings while one is left feeling pathetic. this miracle to secede or this hope for pure understanding or a riddle decoded but message unvetted; where Diamonds giggle, laughing hysterically, for something remains amoral!

a man fights for assistance where his pride attempts to unlock it while it was determined he did not fit in. when
a group has developed patterns, plus, the subjects fit those patterns,
one showing independence must be confronted.
we favor automatons, while preaching free-agency, even roaring concerning injustice related to us; but hell to it, this dungy design, where only a few, win; while one is set this way, or gunning that way, while acceptance should die that way—where others
are content with this!

some make dying a habit, where one gets information for the purpose of exploitation; but more to fact, where an addict is mistreated, and another addict reaps revenge: We are not parasites nor piranhas and others must treat us well: this is absolutely true!

—but behavior determines treatment, where some behaviors are adverse, or even horrifying—

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