Wednesday, January 29, 2020

Remember to Reface My Feelings


“Be the best, but know boundaries, where alienation shall ensue.” (Unknown)

 (Not at all that drastic, where some are balanced machines and distilled water or screams muffled and hypersensitivity.)

—but the focus is me, this bewildered creature, while affronted and admiring traits—

I arrived early, maybe disguising anger, where most see the horizon.

puppies were yelping or kittens were scratching or I’m thinking unboxed. Those absent gentilities those detached elements while a man is looking at himself. (It becomes dangerous, where a person has studied us, or knows those alleys.) I walked a number of steps. I saw a voice. I heard a face. It balloons this way; and I shouldn’t feel perplexed, but only something removed fails to feel entirely. This dear risk this dear test while we wonder if space is too crowded.

…as it stands those feelings are electric those pillars are soft-roughness…to begin by changing faces or to determine responses where one is sharper than me…indeed, this valley of furniture these unrealities where most were raised to be sensitive…but time to seasons or whales to necks while after something he will not attain….

I was aware of myself—while watching an edgier me—while reflecting upon raja. This city erupted—buildings toppled—there was rubble and debris. I trekked carefully—while listening to silent presence—where words weren’t the primary focus; this pain we pursue those mountains we carry so afar from one another: it speaks it jangles it becomes its giant!

—there are patterns so knitted into humans while cultural differences have blended into pots; when we see it often, we think about our mirrors—if but to decipher our part; but some things are unremovable they gray into atmospheres and it’s our instinct to move forward; indeed, one will presume a fact, while discarding history, while distressed about those results—

                        If I forgive you and another is watching—is that person disapproving?

We live some way, where many are attuned—to each and every emotion; this is both a curse and a reward or something requiring training to fully entertain; some can generate any emotion, where some can become multiple patterns, indeed, some specialize at rearranging their mirrors. It becomes isolation or unboxed segments into regions and designs and hemispheres.

Those feelings subside or dig deeper concerned with such obscurities; but if one is content and feeling uninterested—why would that become public domain? So, I have met this design, I have dined at a trestle, and I have disappeared politely.  

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