Friday, January 10, 2020

Oubliette Heart Architecture


by
pure design
those welkin sins so
close it hurts to whisper. but
casual creatures
indebted to miseries so
elegant so perpetuated.

it would become a hunch while torn but justified where a man counts his inadequacies; it isn’t pure betrayal rather than dislocation while one adores the benefits. I spoke with a psych this conglomerate figure where it seemed uneasiness; this wellic sensation to imagine one’s life those things we call with pride. such a vague man such losing while winning where we realize an unspoken design. we count the frequencies so cursed it feels distressing while so blessed we fixate upon wings; so needed but devalued so pleasant but dislodged or so loving enduring the guilt; for we forfeit seldomly, in pain feeling good, our minds as California’s diaries.

it comes by waves, either a disgruntle splinter, or an inhome confidant or life working her magic.

but linen sheets addressing his wishes so battered so illuminated; at that time it was, but a loving feature, or something fantastic; this mind by fantasy this film reopened or those all-in-serenities as hells upon contact. To know but interior, or to fall ungracefully, at ill-sounding music.

we adjust to so much these dungeons to have adored in these skies; while fluids mixture or others participate so close so thrown as long as we play pretend; our comforts are wayward where diamonds are illusion insomuch we cannot escape reflection; our casual liaisons our number one encyclopedia while so threshed it hurts; black-moon-sunrise or penchant heart-tales so devastated so reclusive; at burgundy carpet or exotic champagne by pure resistance; so practiced it’s normal so indifferent it’s easy where another is proud; our own kind, this person in you, while investing utter faith in mystery.

but sheer recklessness where another is at love or both are subject to nondisclosure.

by
instinctive chasteness those
radical eyes when innocence was ruling; to desire holy in order to become holy while the world is watching; never would he touch her, those medieval years, but now another has built her; our remarkable
altruism our clandestine evenings so cured in one another; to adore while elitist to have while needing so attuned to each heartbeat.   

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