Sunday, January 5, 2020

Human Hurdle: Existence by Rigidity


I see picturesque souls or festoon eyes a Swan so delicate so rugged.

So much into reality our selves spatial our pliers to science; sawdust philosophies or pure conviction while easy where lenient; those gusty winds those small tornadoes our altering disagreement.

I met a mother, more a granny, close to ninety-four; such deep resilience, a religious rasp, where simplicity has strengthened existence.

I sense silence or radical alienation while these become energies; our specters in flame our predetermined responses while living out our irritations; if but a solid kernel, or well-rounded at life, plus, forgiveness; behind the eight-ball or a living underdog while degrees or money or privilege does not change pictures; a man judged before arrival a woman insulted by her past where late in life many people see clearly; discarded relics or favored mementoes those few catering to our fancies; if difficult we run if but mirrors we shatter if reality we cling to comforts.

Be careful indeed—of indifferent stamina—it drives one away from enjoyment.

If sails are cast where reality spoke thus a man might resist the chase; but nothing has been evaluated the skies are certain to splatter while some are so redeemed nothing was out of place; those snafus or those glitches or we sweep particles under earth; to forget is to redeem or to regather is such difference or better, if no one sees, it didn’t happen; this sure indictment our lives multiple parentheses where something chases those hours.

Our nerves in order, our souls reconstructed, where our minds seek justice! This incredible assumption, where most eat, regurgitate, and speculate upon similar comforts; those dreams we have those situations we face where we fear a prodigal daughter; so close for comfort so driven to explore or so forced to maintain animosity.

I figure later in life where rudiments are too firm to alter or existence has become a looming riddle.

Such enmity for us such debates without insights or such comfort food; thus, a man says to life this sight in me where life is stagnant and falling into relaxation; to despise a man to silence by absence where fear in more concerned with self. It has little to do with development or prescience by discernment or wondering if any of this could be healthy. It is sheer disapproval plus a screaming closet or this insistent vocalization; for we need esteem, especially, from our love ones, where certain behaviors are indicted for questioning.    

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