Friday, January 31, 2020

Untied & Undercooked


I live by fences or gates or irritations; such fuel to adore such resonation so accustomed where secrets dwell. To dislike mirrors to force perjury while condemning said mirrors.

A little laughter those wires or a little sadness those kaleidoscopes.

If but to leap if but too high where angels are analyzing women; this indwelling lizard this miraculous desert or those serene cacti; such porcelain fever, such mahogany torque, if but such as living in us—those fires in cocoons those trope kites while so close as feeling something is wrong: a man in literature or a woman in Fanfiction or such confused creatures—to need favor or to desire excitement into kelp and seas and dolphins.

So untamed so polite but vicious while everyone is unintelligent; his mind is naked the music therein is naked while Love accommodates for Love is naked.

Those gravestone jigsaws at terrible moons while it was nice to play pretend; our blackberry liquor our Dreamwood figments such earth, ants, and worms—as dumbass believers while waiting for a Coming where many are panting in flames; so many rice fields, such ungoverned magicians, where danger enters when mouths unveil.

Into a sailboat a smaller machine upon an ocean guesthouse; those ways we feel those nephew emotions our niece’s wisdom; while longing for tranquility or sputtering softly where decencies are unhooked; so controlled by instincts confronted by medals into every woman’s humor.

It couldn’t be reality it shouldn’t be insanity so invited to perish; but false puritans or status beliefs as creatures losing tentacles; our right to obligations, our rights to impose, while often we break contracts; those one-sided screams or those one-sided demands, at the peak of our deception; in to self-government, or deeper illusion, while honesty has never been law.

There were impulses and distress and anti-rights; there was a rude poet, so thrown by life, and so disappointed in people; there were officials, losing decency, and monitoring auras; such primitive strangers or such crucible strangers where animosities are gymnastic—those loops or such quarreling while angered for our horizon; as never to communicate and never to sudden by flexibility!   

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