Wednesday, January 15, 2020

This Agency is so Elusive


You break seas listening or laughing or losing.

You grip a pencil with such might to erase trauma; those ink marks such carousel feelings to die or incarnate seated in purgatory; those games we play, this emotion we cry, while both have damaged this essence we love; at shorelines, reminiscent upon a rose, such highlights and getting old; to perform for Love to dance chandeliers at Houston’s a bit too tipsy.

You look perfection those boxcutter eyes those calves giggling or those hips in aesthetics.

To remember loneness to curl into a ball while gnats are concerned.

You tape a thousand posts
so alive our curse
it has become sheer romance.

Into something a feeling to agonize daily where we need closure. It was hells and walls or concrete and mortar while tickled but sick.

We dined beneath mudslides such creative creatures and we ate a pomegranate for dinner; our rubber-band minds, our resilient penchants, to arrive too early to live; as curious creatures exploring navels or trenchant upon an earlobe; but days were concerned where riches were scarce and destiny was busy with our daughters; our filmed souls our essence tornadoes at an avalanche and feeling abased.

You have remembered into something escaping while a small trinket has stirred a night-scar; this test upon years this old dynamite while we have shared our resistance; too remote from you or too into lying while honesty did sweet justice; but a stamp-pad our souls typing our spirits living as diaries; to invest so much in invisibility where actuality is right here it makes a man question his sanity.

But those screams or this raving to place a person in a category—where tender mayflowers bleed or time has unattached into something too crucial to document; our fair aches those few wishes but light has become four-faced; as delicate creation or mobile dreams into something seeming its love. Such feral scars at wrenching wails while an octopus is beating the poet; to die in wilderness or to feel branches while one is hoping for Jerusalem.

You sit in observation as one protecting God while prose only releases a portion of what it feels; those complicated junctures those misread sentences where one is not accustomed to eloping; to recopy pockets or to analyze flights where we need a feeling proving superiority; this wealth in bones this agency in brains where a man might surprise you.

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