Saturday, January 18, 2020

Rosary Daughter


A man will reflect a bit too emphatically and die in fragments.

Those comforts divorce us our lungs growl into a type of anguish.

It was something unique or something that fails while we behave this way. Those cave-moments looking at cave-hearts where remorse seeps into human emotion; to believe for survival where most distress any crux insomuch as we need something to hold tightly. (Into you living those wings into sky-shivers as a bold and beautiful blizzard); but captive here or refrained there where little aglets condition life.

These weeks have held me, around this fount of pensiveness, while I cleave to nonexistence; this terrible space this horrific essence where some are claiming joy.

But those filters or those fibers where resistance digs so deeply.

I intuit into those positions so far such mediocrity—to awaken and eat breakfast or to sort of wait for tugging where idle time is having a fit; our like minds, our approvals, where nothing is too gray; but some need more, as something carrying cosmic substance, while vying to participate in this cosmic discussion; where sex and eating, or merchandise and imports, seem to give little to grip to.

It may come to wires while Berlin is challenged where one must assert fire.

Those wistful wishes those whispering winds at gusts to gravel or javelin to sin. As pictures form nebula or vizards fracture and fail while we sense something has oppressed sensibilities; those treacherous clamps this clever sphinx as to imagine one’s life—this ridiculed pun this uncanny plagiarism where pride is death or life is pride.

It seems apparent to some, but it may be vague to others, but one must seek clarity; to measure authority, where we watch fruition, to determine if authority is living rightly. This treason in time, to ask for certainty, especially, where a daughter’s development is on trial.

Learn to request credentials, learn to ask for rubrics, and learn to decipher criteria. This passive existence is hell, where responsibility is incumbent, thus, we must take accountability; as opposed to skipping pebbles, while longing for passion, a bit afraid to advocate for ourselves.

—for days are before spirit, while souls supersede days, where something inside is yearning for completion—            

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