Thursday, September 17, 2020

We Hate Ourselves!

 

the ghost bled those miracles so crossed or all-night fire. you need esoteria. you need the formula. it becomes so bleeping lonely.     by pelagic seas or deaths in a scarf so many abused by memories. such sin in loins such arteries wheezing, if but invested in unreality. the brains are enemies those whispers once factual while subconscious grips the universe. to hate his guts while going through hell as isolated boxing out those that love you. the mansion those indwelling spaces while I heard hell awaits the saint! so irreligious, but what is there, where you must side with structure. the illness is a force it launches an agenda while most are desperate spinning into deserts.     such a serious soul so slanted at edges or fringes leaping into something holy. I would love you but angst was uncontrollable as to imaging his childhood; it was chasing it was lethal & no one quite understood. I nearly married mother so metaphysical while I can’t escape those experiences: they laugh, they smile, at points, they are sensitive delirium! so uncursed or so cursed while lingering in a dungeon—they grin by the demon the motive of the doctors while he just feels differently!     upon a dandelion as to walk a garden to kneel at an old violet mistake; so much pride as a man shivers where it was too near to the ghost.     by convergence by cages by animals giggling where sin is scandalous; while one is with joy, to watch minds dripping, as the world is major manipulation. so young like five in actuality where mother would reveal a hectic habit. so approved so anxious, while we never discern the remnants of dysfunction!     I see something it blinks and terrorizes it’s heinous in a curse—the cut of liquids the angst of a bong the deliberate way we hate ourselves!

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