we
trek by mud or by canyon such social stuntmen. the wire is inside those agonies
are rashes while a daughter plays viola.
I try such beliefs or sympathies
while failing to conjure a clear symbol. it seems easy in a world of games so
many are anti-decency. I was an infant buoyant in a tub with mother making
noises. I was adolescent in emotion or callous in response where it seemed
unstable. but a man or a mouse or something distinguished by darkness.
such
tightwires such juggling such interior definition. too much for love while
snatched from sentiments where healthy means living out each moment.
so much a new circle. we chance our
horizon. while it feels like cadence. such morosity or anxiety such social
dependencies; daredevil antics or rehearsing a play as characters become human
enactments. so much a stage so much a curse as souls spin into globes. I would
admire or hassle or feel so detached. I would fret you or damn you while
desiring your affection. such a young man. I could have spoken. while rejection
seemed important.
is
it true, this ropedancing love, is it truly a number flame?
such
arabesque balance such acrobatic flipping while we adore our carnivals. so
designed to love each other, unless aberrant or frustrated, where dying for you
isn’t an option. by hair-raising pains, by eyes too focused, while one slid a
false ace. so much to need a person if but to feel resurrection while he loved
or she floundered.
I failed so often, it became
rehearsal, while America seems disjunct.
so
many hiccups such raw silence as seated writhing internally. those radiant
pains such obvious anguish, where, albeit, it’s seen, one just wants to hump!
it became absence as to stir
curiosity—it was never full on presence. so ridiculous of souls to honor souls
while hating self. so surly or desperate as for freedom; by welts or lashes so
much an unnovel ideal.
I would
admire a person to locate a feeling in persons while ignoring the deficit in persons.
it seems anti-reasonable, to sense a person’s damage, while trying to use that
person. it isn’t human. it kills humanity. where one argues the needs of
intervention.
