Sunday, September 20, 2020

The Soul Studies Its Trial

 

oh wretched lyricists so close as near as possible to dying this living in angst in miseries. soft dying such longer sorrows with bliss kissing moments of felicity. strange angles so perpendicular scratching sky-clefts if but to unvet the chalk in cement. or oil bleeding such wounds speaking as kissed in mansion a ruined spirit. to fall for serenity or to believe its possibility as some small creature by a ruth soul.

it would become pain or apathy while recorded as anomaly. no one is normal. it’s a hoped-for ruse. while many are trapped by excellence.

we fought for possession or humility or ability to ignore vultures. but sadness claimed our sun where madness became our serenity.

a soul at indwelling ink or ‘transmitters rush their ocean while one remembers seeing Jesus. by pure diffusion those long nights to awaken believing self as a stranger.

such pure daughters, as pure in each emotion, while it doesn’t necessitate rightness. by jasper earth or ivy moon such rich elegance by perfection—those roots screaming or color unvalued while absence seems appropriate after a cruel discussion.

Love adores or too inexperienced while it hurts us to utter, “I love you.” that anguish in Christ, to take us as chicklets, if to place us in a dearer space.

if but to know love as it refurbishes our graves where its tomb is decorated by conquered doubts.

as souls by castles as interior by grieving where pain becomes adorable; our human condition our self-charming or those minutes alone with no one but the ruling principle.

to have adored those seconds to have loved with purity to have never more a need aside for presence. such raging bass such echoing clarinets or accordions screaming into interior church.

as running deserts to converse a camel or the donkey rebuking the prophet;

to re-die to redress into atmosphere or more aggravation.

rhythmic ivory such beauty in a few as seated to actually meet a human caliber. our night-kits our mother’s crocheting or hours imagining our human puzzle.

by temperament or restudied where reality has been crucified; for such esoteria while warring intellect, to imagine self saying, “It’s impossible!”

some shall suffer or others shall function, or better, some shall be favored; such discontent, but mercy shall be given, in accordance to a set plan. as creatures misread or mis-abused or threatened by essence; to rebuild the castle to dwell in its place while perfect satisfaction seems to come with sorrows.

such belief as to hope where many exclude effort or works. by grace we ache by order we rebel where we imagine structure is by consistency.

oh wretched saint to have died with resurrection as called upon high to have dropped so lowly. or fury to climb as in desire where higher means calmer; or purchased by ransom, conditioned to soil-base where exact accounts are never acquired. the filth of something filthy. or cleanness of something clean. or clean filth in a world so absent.

such sound in uneasiness such praise by exemption while most are afraid to indict the schematic we praise.

so leveled for confession. so orientated for loathing self. or so convinced—we may have missed something: our soulprints in shadows our sand by shores or our fever in Our Ghost!

while pain intensifies. as closeness proves elusive. where humans are abandoned to interpretation. as fleeing perception, for it proved deceptive, while relying on faculties—somewhere by exclusive privilege!       

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