to
rebuke silence or ask for punishment so long at the curse — torn by foibles
aching understanding those parts in us. I can’t unbelt fury as mere a creature
so much pain as his dietary. days in thought so crosswise as one embedded in a mistake.
it wasn’t his calling but he answered, now the phone keeps ringing — as broken
by components such life brimming such birthrights revoked; unleveled so
ruptured such an inner alien so much an American fugitive.
— if
I burnish a gift wrapped in entrapment how must I be received? to much a riddle
so gone after patience where something lost must be of value. it would deceive
life it might capture life while life is eerie or uncomfortable. to see it as
it laughs to sleep with it as it snores or to feast with it as reality is
screaming — by graphs or penance if but to shake vein-venom.
— certain
to vanish for it seems decent or years upon a morning surprise; so many ghosts
or such a smile while snug in discrimination. a bias for our own. a treble
vibration. or weeks looking at one spot on the rug. (but fire or by rain where
one decides to chase after insights. so many fret arrivals, so many beg prior
to departures, but nothing changes without struggle.) some disgusted with toil,
it must come easy, while easy has meant eternal pain!
— too
much of weather or wrangling inside while most are celebrating Enlightenment …
but a gift refusing itself such inrushing flame such inmost disturbance. to
find us debating over something it can’t die where for itself it needs every
secret — as kleptic mind-violence so determined to feel worshipped … it can’t
matter, it remains furtive, while it worries.
the
chameleon bled another hopped up such essence to mimic itself. or something sly
to watch the gods squirm to fashion them wiggling where it must seek its own
reasoning … for one suffered. it was made obvious. thus, no one was allowed to
find lasting peace.
