Friday, September 11, 2020

Skies Seem Uneasy

 

so stranded or roaming to urinate, wash hands, & light a cigarette. the mirror is sympathetic the inner antenna or whiskers scraping his nose. smelling like human so touched with pain while so cured it feels unsteady. those feathers those frames so familiar it aches. but Love is angelica or Love is angry so split we feel bipolar. I grab a Coke I mix it softly I laugh a little: so torn such pretend while we need meaning. an animal in there, a puma, a cheetah, a lion. a monster’s face an ape’s body, running through valleys; at ocean tides at a small infant so young those breaks—as mother might speak, to have seen breakthroughs, but too much to listen! too tough the tiles, too split the ceiling, if but to forgive; but granny is alive she touches that space where it seems understandable. (so much a subtle fen while winds are heinous such withering while aching; such cavalier anguish so whispered to while the fight is autonomy.) itchy palms or a static response or irritable upon contact; such a plank the ship is sailing where a warrior hijacked his fear. (so militia minded, as to raise an army, or secluded/understudied on a compound; so soft a thought so enraged by a gesture, while American’s are most stable. if but to remind you, if but to know you, if but so much we have missed; the gut phone those pilgrims while I converse with the Native in genetics; those old bones those billiards while one wrestles with images; as destroyed or rebuilt, feeling tainted, feeling distrusted; an angry child a little infant, I’m before the womb!) I grab a Sprite I mix it with sin I fail to laugh.

it’s an issue while we perish so loose it lives in language. the woman watches she sees his weakness she pushes for control. in this land those angles are fluent most are fighting for ownership. it gives comfort where something’s unsteady, in a world promising loses. so touched so expanded while I leap by exospheres. so esoteric, so battled, while perfecting meraki. such a novel waiting, or an autobiography, if but to put patience to pen.    

Time was Brief

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