was
it prison or Ephesians or crux at terrors? such revving interior such might
against right while disdained or crucified. face disfigured. hip dislocated.
sentenced to walk with a cane. by power into a fortress to feel as a kingdom.
driven to insanity. convicted on high. bold before King Agrippa. those silent
mornings or chains unlatching such fierce demands. disputes with St. Peter.
accusations of hypocrisy. while we eat with whomever. that thin line our
cultural havoc such sweet doom. St. Stephen by order of Saul. or eyes on
Damascus. such blind symbolism. too significant to discount. it was dragons or
dungeons a group of zealots. (such seen as cultic(s).) I wouldn’t see grief
this tyranny such delicate internalization. to imagine cultural mandates. to
venture into Moses. by art so complete it couldn’t bend. if I sin, it’s by
body, motivated by darkness. if I think, it’s by mind, the instrument I serve
God with. I realize I’m unhealthy, made rich, where nothing good is in me. the
training is critical. it’s not anti-human. it’s more illustration and
manifesto. to resist but act as if against will. or to be holy in
something filthy while this is power. to study into a frenzy. or to commandeer
literature. while there is such a monopoly on words. or studied. well situated.
with such racing conviction. those tides or storms those deaths or
incarnations!
