Saturday, May 9, 2020

Dearest Sun Lake:


            the corpse becomes futility. such to be or such to exist while feathers get heavy. I see minerals or solvents or ungracious black diamonds. I see fretting over sauces where souls are damaged. it senses its pain. it senses its loss. but it can’t fathom why it lost. we eat peaches made of glass. we seal sky-steel or we seem flexible to give as desired. but something turns cosmos it dies while falling into resurrection where it awakens rustling for its last memory. you birthed like fire, right into arms, pleading through silence: that dark universe those kind intonations while destined for California distressors. the island of mutiny those cats purring or larger ghosts forming into hell hounds. but something seems significant. where silence desires kindness. while demons are enticed through behaviors. such Japanese beauty. such European stature. or such African heritage. it becomes difficult, while I utter about love, to realize it means so much more. the allure of sharks the fragrance of Eternity or something we create that proves unfulfilling. we look at birth rites. we classify humans. or we adhere to something unexplained. it’s quite normal. we need stability. where something jagged seems to offer structure. we usually dismiss chaos, unless we see profit, while many people are never chastised for their treachery. but I sense amazing volume or deeper value so assertive but allusive. to allude more than confront, to ask instead of demanding, while I look forward to a breakthrough. such jigsaw keys or detriments by passivity where I have seen so much, I wish to buffer the impact. it will be an undoing or an undone relationality, while reaching or revving harshly. saying it concerning love is a deep task where is seems more important to suggest a cleansing. those jaguar binoculars so set to the task while ignoring tender interior. to erase its knowledge-base in order to placate while the equator is without seasons. such raw understanding to stand for something where anything doesn’t suffice. (an inner wilderness a jungle an amazon!) by rosary beads to seek clarity or trenchant concentration or meditative by Aum:

to undie or revamp or to ask plainly concerning those realities we treasure. I mix feelings I remove crumbs but the psyche has debris. I see you in time as racing up Invisibility or sitting in posture arranged to dine on understanding. but it might be money or riches or fame, the chasing soul! maybe some things are passé as meant for other people where you have become hardened. maybe nothing really matters, aside for the nuclei, while waiting for others to pass the fortune over. (I’m uncertain.) our dear emotions, our zeitgeist emotions while influenced so stereotypically. but I fathom more. I leave it to determination. while sensing the longer roads, the narrow gates, the long or intense pressures. but it serves its purpose, while perfection is adored, where one has never harmed a flea. this table vase those chairs or those computers those hallways those desks while a room is filled with cubicles. to defuse self or to ask for nothing while earning those things I chase. it is entertaining for now. it is wisdom for now. it becomes action those years. our Eiffel Tower, as it leans into psyches, where we conjure it up in visuals. those Beijing eyes those longer limbs or a time with deciphering metals. maybe tender wishes along a spectrum where it was majesty to stay away. but what would one give, aside for literature, or living actualities? those Alcatraz positions, hovered like refuge, in some self-determined cage. while it must be reprobate. for it doesn’t listen. where if it doesn’t obey, we deny our obligation. those dolphins are on high those harmonicas are made of intuition while a group of saffron flowers strike an emotion. to live so full needing release while so much is made significant. our fulvous roses our amaranth hearts if but a rational breastplate. but I harvest so much to exist in quietude or to move a thought or two. such sea lion artifacts. such bones the color of pride. while we fiddle a kantele. such wild water, or pensive sounds, where pain becomes its instrument. but I come for closure, feeding a flamingo, or watching the day-hawk-mind-cave.             

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