what becomes of depression, or happy
malaise, or blissful sorrow? clarkia eyes. or calendula smiles. such by a calla
lily. what terrorizes its soul, as an unorthodox creature or a doctor of these
streets? a liquor consumer or a floating dysfunction such raw activity. (so
hated where it was hard if but to become (unbeknownst) an agent of confidence.
the steel countenance the problem it is, while needing what we are.) almost
irregular while one watches where it’s crazy to digest—the black moon our
inherited racism or demeaning others for fair pain. so much to discover where
agendas might shock us if but so loquacious a liar. (but a man was direct, he
offered a solution, where Love might live that life. like a hospital, so
special to Ezra, while most want out; such chemicals such devastation while
crucial or temperate some desire to excommunicate—this life of whistles the
gorgeous pain or so sick—as to look to desire while too depressed to feel
otherwise; those feuds in us while seated or chattering where one needs to know
where attention is given.) bucolic fields or a bachelor’s button where a baby’s
breath is terrifying: such feelings aren’t fugacious such memories are
mesmerizing the math the hatha the hash. but a different person those
years at study while another is trying to identify from a book. but what
becomes of depression, or happy malaise, or blissful sorrow? (such disjointed
souls such racing horses while one gallops into a parlor: Love looks the
musician or the mystic while life becomes an anthem. those foxglove windows
while riding graves those freshets those fuchsia dementias; to have understood
by time into fevers while a person burns with intensity—at every dungeon with
stolen keys why a man said he would wait it out. that wise magician those
tender wands as onlookers became angry: too offer freedom, but he would not
blaze, if but a new trail is too many adjustments. (oh darling, would the seas
preach joy, or the sands speak glee?) so pushed into parts where stubbornness
hawks as some indelicate creature on the verge of melting into belligerence.
