Friday, May 22, 2020

Seeing It Doesn’t Mean Sh*t


dear Losing or Demented, how has life treated you? “It has broken concrete. It’s dreaded reality. It sharpens by aggression.”
our barricaded insanities to have come into it where the soul was expressed tribalism. but freedom is aloof it rests in its psychiatry while one must abide in
frigidity or rough science or nickels or quarter-packs after weeds or stems such paranoid stigmata. to give ammunition to speak those back-doors where even Jesus
was shocked.
such gut-passion or furniture fatigue at lower ottomans or higher settees if but to believe as a man discounts his origins so sick so tentative if but the ruling nation.

we assess scruples where he lives as a nut, plus, drinking has fractured his personality. to hear a conversation, or lean into self, while affected or changed those sanctuaries as one enters the room or it’s obvious, you don’t fit here.     so much affection but feeling an outcast while it deserves its academy. a believing nonbeliever a satiric shyness or oxymoronic clarity. where one would pass you that. while pills are mystery. insomuch as one is furious, he spoke so close to transparencies. the vexed author those terrified gorillas while a man married a tiger shark.     so unaffected come years. so tragic his first response. where it isn’t deep enough!

laudable efforts. pierced sensibilities. where we will never get along. this war I need. where one is equipped. as I lose, I walk away smiling. this sociopath this psychopath this normal evaluator. to have it categorized to know demarcations or to show it to a given feature. that mistake in souls, as to see familiarity, and plead for a friend. those tithes this curse where the preacher is filled with his best interests. so emphatic for this independence while trust is so chesslike.

a sparkle in a scream a demon in
a salad those mazes those eyes to
fret in fear or to become a little
baby while life is prenatal or
dear protagonists, to pardon daily
the friction in authority where
one says, “I know for pain. I
give rain. but he must apologize.”

damn! I need to curse.

this land of feelings by the truism, “My emotions are more important than others!”

but over the tide near the frontal ocean or under the sunrays—those weaning spirits this undercurrent war
while mother resurrected.
it was easy it came naturally it lives in our homes.     but justice somewhere those few damned to politeness where people feel so bleeping normal.     the vase just sits. it collects dust. we wash it during foggy dusky caricatures.
our tender thoughts. our wrung journals. while seeing it doesn’t mean sh*t!

PS.

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