Thursday, May 7, 2020

It Was April 25, 2000


the lakes are upward. the days are sullen. if but to breathe as never it occurred. the sun is mischief or a remedy through signs so prolific in its discourse. to love like sages or to erase something critical if but to return into portals. those bright pencils those effaced jewels while we carry horrific inclinations. you influx with grace those petals in sin while so close to horizons. to float with me to read into a million pains while something is pure or delicate. so embarrassed with shame. so tortured by facts. if only father wasn’t ill. or better, if mother would love but it seems fair, for a man disheartened an entire family. so, Sun Lake cries, something is overpowered where something has surrendered its ghosts: so astonished by diction if but an un-gray serenity if but to live by the maxims we preach. those wants to exist those tables so clear while interior trestles are caving slowly. so enamored with prose so sick and tired where something seems imperfect. a man’s curse. such to unbolt his frontal lobes. where more often men scream into a deeper prison. cuffs mean so little to a man living his cage while he left Los Angeles carrying his mother and father. so isolated. if but to launch. where many are struggling with the golden goose. such tone, if but to polish something dying in its infancy. needing anodyne. or choking spirits. or so pained it happened!


PS.

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