Thursday, January 13, 2022

The Soul Is City Wilderness

 

years given to darkness, living in

Alaska, neat ice at our furnace. so

bizarre, so slanted, until water turns

murky.

 

tender Beijing eyes, soft agonizing

helium, sore-welted-flesh.

 

ideas are molten like souls in hell

rendering for soft repentance.

 

fingertips filled with hyssop, palms

sticky from sap, two strike a fire.

 

difficult cents, made a cheaper man,

it reminds of reaper philosophy:

a skeptic seems better than a cynic.

 

many have no place for that!

 

agile adolescence. palmed snowflakes.

 

falling everywhere. gentility in leased

souls.

 

of the mother, nature’s fertility,

passé orientation. to drift at times,

with little to extract from, many seemed

absorbed in thought.

 

remembered watching,

like a squirrel at a picnic, gracile limbs.

never to approach, it seemed forbidden,

for reprobate souls.

 

to look

beyond building barriers, with welts,

wetness of sores, wrangling among us.

 

kenisic gesticulation, by a

treasured kiss, with too much passing

to lock

a moment. depleted joy, a second

changing, so serious, so much

captivity.

 

exiled hearts, flutes, mini-souls. jumping

just because, seeping into wishes,

embarrassment as our forlorn.

 

II

 

polyester shoes, wool shirts, handed down

for three generations. superficial

kindness, essence isn’t important, strange

things took place in the house. danger

to having less, hungry souls become cold,

cruel, or captured by incompleteness.

 

tailored dreams, chopping chunks out,

because they frighten. some seem

to complain a lot, hurt, in every circle,

it comes naturally.

 

never rethink about

it, nor listen closer, it just passes

that way.  

 

life is its imagination, some cuisine,

something cooked, still raw; so much to

give, exhaust, replenish. in part,

lead with appreciation, ghostly

transitions, aches on gold trails,

through deserts.

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