Saturday, January 29, 2022

Curiosity Makes for Curiosity: Remain Distant

 

those chameleon gestures—always someone new—variance depends on mind waves. needn’t much incentive. arts are fervent, feverish, warm wombed. breeding seduction. a palate for radiance. a child of nectar, plums, and guava. the bone and gristle. thought-particles and glitter. to watch, desire with caution, to walk away ignoring reality.

 

it means so little. it hasn’t a concrete wing. something to gnaw into. brains are abstract, unless for actuality—those projections have no substantive properties—unless the object is concrete, and then, one can never know it, as in itself. kicking at splinters, or angry about a response, or flying on high, or saying something quite intrusive, yet, subtle.

 

the interior archeologist, tugging at intentionality, arrested by investigations, a person might wonder about motivation—why the clock ticks without a battery? a scientific dove, a creature beyond susceptibility, unless, deliberate to fall like a rapture. a spiritualists – one made a comment, she seemed either concerned, or provoked –

 

the reality of the attention, as if in smarts alone, wanting, nay, desiring, selfsame attention, for selfsame reason – they know it’s the wit, if not assisted by the beauty – I have become easy to peg, in some sense.  

 

an interior spiritualist, dreams are confusing, insofar, those bridges collapse, they fall, they rise, a soul is ripe in suggesting, a gap between the mountains. aggression, softness, music in silence, as needing at times, the call of the feature, the grime of the eloquence. so much buoyance in a stream of chi.   

 

it seemed at random, the mind account, the profile.

 

was it easy? I meant it to be easy. our scalps itching by silence. some terrible conclusion/assumption, some horrible soul, but it was a mixture, if honest, if gray.

 

some purgatorial prison, a little tugging at reality, a little empathy.

 

cashew skinned skies. mahogany eyebrows. I try to say something cute. mothlike rejection, anthill irritation, a picknick becoming alarming, in a sense, too many emotions are raiding the blanket.

 

inner resonance. future contemplation. past conclusions. the mirage is enormous. the attraction would become bestial, violent, in some sense, one brings the feature to its plateau. so great the permanent phobia, the curiosity, the waves back to shore. panting harder. breathing harder. it was a closer call.

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