Tuesday, January 11, 2022

I Wasn’t Present for Winning

 

don’t we make it easy for others to leave?

I sit with a person’s perspective,

I haven’t necessarily made it hard to lose,

choice is a record, it always aches.

I see succubus. I wonder her name. she

seems to live life, break boundaries,

laugh at miseries, love harder. she

has patience,

she has not patience,

she works well with indecision. so

simple, riding the lines, exiting in Korea

Town, eating a morsel, gazing at Mrs.

terrific—floating in memories, biting a

vibration, shooting a volt, fretting the early

behaviors.

don’t we make it easy for others to leave?

she fell. I was younger. so terrific, that

word, pure trauma, purer rage, an

excellent combat warrior.

another from Kenya, six feet tall, dazing,

nodding, too damn gorgeous, I pinch

myself.

another with a susurrous aura, ghosts

follow her, her mother died last month.

I can handle. I can hang. lost mother

also.

another a jinni, a myth, a dragon or

snake, a tiger or dog, we giggle at the

loses. so hidden,

such raw, thawed-out pain, melting in

chains, sticky in pash, if but to redeem

essence.

don’t we make it easy for others to leave?

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