Wednesday, January 26, 2022

Diary Entry 33

 

the mind to its fight, the poem to its audience, the heart struck by deconstruction.

connecting through cosmos, reimagined in a song, unsung, gazing into the horizon.

sudden voltage, the concentrator’s identity, vibrations idled lowly.

—time was vicious, moments as the underground lizard, inducted into the grandfather’s curse—

I said by Love, stark insistence, content dangling inside of a coming epiphany.

one dying for

passions, eyes made of onions, feelings made of rice, each grain running to build a picture.

the flame-broiled presence. at moments, warding off the inner deceiver—the resistance against crude honesty, unless … incurring too much strife, enough struggle.

the calmness has been dissected too often. it seems self-fulfilling, uncomfortably arbitrary.

memories fleeing, transformed, self at subtle absence.

—at steps steep, forest undergrowth, a poet might sit with thoughts.

something warns, and rightly suggested—

the mental adventure, feelings that torture, days sensing a tarantula,

instincts, and genetic trapdoors.  

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