Sunday, January 23, 2022

No Closure In Wintry Eyes

 

tailored speech, manicured auras, prolific creation. desert pedicures, fiddling with integers, gripping heat in palms, sipping cactus sentiments. many sandcastles, I can’t remember potty-training, I do remember ministry.

 

the healing voice, ministers—a flame of fire, many citadels inside.

 

Maybelline eyes, neuronic draperies, congested insides; like penguins, or colorful parakeets, while parachuting into insistence.

 

I’m so sorry, to emphasize intestines so much, like inner anything, but I’ve found nothing more solid.

 

We utter, Love, residing in our ministry, aware of the infirmities: inner deposits, echoing futures, the tale told so wildly.

 

heartbeats, random insecurities, inveterate faiths: exalted and exiled, flailed minds and several doubts, musing anarchy.

 

scar-zones, vulnerable creatures, resilience pitted in mutiny.

 

the fretted fruit, mind surfing, flirtation is out of habits.

 

I never wanted what came to me. I never asked for infatuation. I ignored her so much, it crept into a platypus.

 

unredeemable souls, redeemable qualities, so much to our quantifications.

 

the kitchen was a county trip, renewed sentiments, jousting with hierarchies—granny was beautiful.

 

like St. Paul, an uneasiness, a chameleonlike nature, becoming so much of the other people—how to relocate self.?

 

reading epistles, dating danger, no closure in her eyes.

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