Tuesday, January 18, 2022

Life Is Manic & Opaque

 

days to passion,

          souls and islands and crystal-purple eyes:

diligent brains,

in-sized tentacles, and

          the capacity to scissor through minutia.

 

souls churn to discharge pain.

          the gravel is foreign. balloons inside, drops of vomit inside.

          floating clouds. an afflatus seeming so real: hereupon,

the faith in mysteries, spiritual kisses, shoulders

          shoved, minds with manic

awnings.   

 

 

 

I remember awnings, scents wafting, an

Arabic sky.     I’d lost sanity, pitted

by insanity, a disquieting experience.    that voiceprint, my own kleptic heart, memories bedded in soul-soil.    

     bubbly eyes staring back.

tiny limbs holding weight.

essence tented by the betrayal.    mimicking realism, featured in chaos, granny exchanged her force.    

instant disliking, exonerating myself, others were to partake.    

moonrise, porcelain stars, a wound for the beloved.     scholars tinkering, addicts leaping, the parade and carnival.    

inner pain, steep insecurities, power made lethal, given over with time.     I remember rooms, seismic currents, and fulgent inrushes.    

intense hours, love was at war, banshees were screeching.     inside irritation, tantrum mantras, worlds melting, the murky segue.     

inner misprints, those thoughts to Venus, that hectic downcast.    

purposed for dreams, scarlet scars, losing something miscalculated.     passive beauty, shifting music, sudden asperity—

perfect assessments, richer requirements, and sandcastles

afar the dreams.

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