Monday, January 24, 2022

Palming a Pinecone

 

I have to wake up and see myself. so

pleased to dream, seeping into skies.

 

sunrise might explore us, the wingspan,

the lonely warriors.

 

much an attitude to win, many chafe

and in pain, the dryness of the glee.

 

a heart died to scream, to pursue

happiness, we became believers.

 

arise, I have said, soar, I have sworn,

much has been met with resistance.

 

I can’t help but smile, can’t help but

giggle, with tension intensifying.

 

into a vision, a scare, into topaz

dreaminess.

 

words as minerals, wordsmiths as

aliens,

the gift we love has become a

nuisance.

 

to reminisce, one heart-ear soaring, a

deck of phonogram cards.  

 

the true belief is in a true friend, it’s

hard to maintain.

 

winds are speaking. seagrass is bearing

witness—to waves, seabirds, and siren

mermaids.

 

to swim the seas, to establish sea beliefs,

ships filled with smokestacks.

 

I was wrong, so many times. I would

repent,

where testimony meant so little.

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