Tuesday, January 25, 2022

Pretending to Forget You

 

 

each day makes loving you disappear

—more objective—a greater tragedy.

each day makes pain taste like wisdom.

every moment is special like majesty.

 

each day passing, I forget to adore you;

I must be lying, more to adore at a

given integer; mouthing my ego, at

some space, so mature, aside a tundra.

 

my soul is heavy with violence—and

chivalry; silent bugs, soul eating

maggots; if to have stopped adoring

the pain, the feeling, the beating.

 

too tender to have died, so loved to ax

a spirit; each miracle tears like tacks.

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