Sunday, October 4, 2020

Woman Is Thunder

 

so lost so sick, southern love or maniac California. I would adore some photo as it appeared in mind at essence or quintessence to see you in some light. but a manic creature so much to ordinary as broken vases. too intrusive too insecure or too much the damn thunder! as aloof wolves racing after dingoes while a soul might watch, so captured, into some matinee. at melee central a war internal so gutted such vomit to arise in stench. I beautified you. I was a fence through you. I celebrate the gate for you. so much silent timbre too much loudness a last sensation as giving up its ghost. so pleasant to ignore us so desperate to cure self as a man destroyed his chamber memories. a dark cloud a pensive mistake while most are agreed on innocence: as a fact, we love them uninformed, such travels to find something we can’t keep; for behaviors are nudging, love is a misnomer, or calculated each desperation; as opened eyes such sun-milk while detours feel so excellent. (I’ll be hated for honesty. I’ll be a mistake for innocence. or carved from ghettoes given to midnight screams!)

it was dynamic such an aura where a countenance was sophisticated. so treasured as never an interest, while aware of itself as an identity. to want such films where two are so hectic into a monster or a feline; so many affairs such devastation or introduced to bodies too early. by rich furious candy or such bathing in licorice so unclean so magnifying. a mount of restraint as it came lately while webs seem unruly. those catches while honesty isn’t an option while making a woman feel good backfired.      

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