Sunday, October 4, 2020

Switching Identities

 

a song in you or blue blood in you or so affected with clarity. by black moon so intense while attitudes are made of black magic. a source for me a rhythm in me so sour so cold such dying in me. I looked or it was graphic such appeal for mania; those rage stars as into constellations so revved into oblivion. too smart for me too cherished for cheating too much a thought creator. if but to lose you as to regain you while we wonder of good luck. so many dice so blurry in chains such weather in cottonfields. mahogany blades such a precious physique at eyes too damning to withstand. a soul so close as nearby to lie if but to save from agony. by terror or glitter so fabulous to sour cries; a man in there an orientation in there, no man quite measures in you. so baffled such bedlam or torture to minds a light sanity. to hold while dying to scream while crying such power in anxiety. it would be us as never seeing us while a bit under salvation. those years those aches so sure into uncertainty; our behavior as they watch so secure with a slave.

watts are popping sockets are exhausted by window to censure what’s happening. different worlds, & listen closely, blacks are received as abnormal. such in treatment such in language because it just looks different. where a person is wholesome or curious or a known intellectual. so much a fever so fraught with maladies or so successful it becomes an anomaly. forced to acquiesce or subject to perish so much so we despise hybrids. by piano a song so soft a violin while mother broke a viola. so complicated, as comparing women to imagine such cultural differences. or to look at a woman, so ethnic, while unable to decipher her by color; pure ingratiation or purer integration while looking at reflection a bit uneasy. so dignified as a raw essence where memories form by ivory.        

I’d Save The Reader Years

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