Saturday, October 3, 2020

Hi Love,

 

speaking has been its enclave its miracle its knitted joy; to have access to such a dominion where reality is spent into solemnness. so much art in you. so much condition in you. so candescent in portrait. to race to culture to dance in rhythm as so blessed it might hurt. ruminating nuts & bolts, needing a touch of catapulting, or soft southern shields. to imagine much unsaid, while some are indifferent, while given such lenience. to wonder of redemption, a man to his wars, a dungeon to his spirit. such rare kenisic(s), such need for telepathy, or such worry into its cave. as located creatures, carved from chaos, or raw railing resistance—to have wonder while wondering of one’s dearest arc; a brook in its meadow a harpoon in our memories or meshed in polarity while many don’t actualize. unspoiled but spoiled, as only a love, such nectar in its freedom. by wife to waves by mother to matters, by friend to feelings. as living forever or rapid into rainbows, such a delicate, beautiful, mythlike identity. to have lost a name, so radical a sensation, while aloof to its touch; but consciousness attaches itself to unconsciousness while some enter its fortress partway. by life’s pathologies, so sensitive to its salience, as celebrating pure acceptance. if but to lose a body or to gain a fever so low it aches more. so much a photo, or a delicate image, while personality lives inside. so powerful an aura so much a gem as so mental or mazelike. to love essence. to ignore in part, such realities revving into boiling silence.

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