Thursday, October 8, 2020

Skies Are Reminiscing

 

I see your face. it was bitter sweet rain. a man never knows enjoyments. so deceased in you so much to roses in you too vacant too unfound such a filthy artifact. I would dream while I noticed you were at war. it was cello or flute to master an approach—so dear a melody so churned while something given, it never goes away; to find hatred as if purity was undressed such a radical grandparent. I would float as if on high so many terrors the art of the haunted house. as softer essence too unexplained to reach while something is goodness. (what happened? was he vicious? for some anomaly has occurred.) a dozen miracles a large trash bag as filled with raw experience; as it must be pain but this is theirs while they love an innocent vampire. by darker rooms or never-ending desks or computers deciding one’s stability; so leftist or so right-winged or so neutral. by disarray purely disheveled a person too wild to celebrate; a nuisance such irritability as left with nothing but wounds. by welkin prayers by interior kernel or cleaving to a false keel; such undercurrent trauma in some person while one is hated for deciding against death. irritant bites as attached to karma to do wrong as living eternal; the curse of the dahlia or the blessing of the venom, so close, it aches to know your rhythm; so many as it means nothing so devastated as something, it can’t be given. from city to city. the same outcome. while so much inside it oozes out. (by terrific silence by trance into spaces or rivers in offices those tapered tapestries those hectic havens to have nothing but needs for crooked skies. so enlove it seems natural, or so at it something remains distant or so blessed one is never caught: sour contradiction, or ill-gotten excellence, so close you know how to deceive me.)

it becomes a gamble but it’s so widespread we sit in uncertainty. out of thirty men, ten shall die, so we hug like losing a father. out of five men, four shall be infected, so we admonish like Jesus is coming. it was angst in vases upon one petal. it was freezer burns or tight nets while awake a man was napping. a lady was so neat so determined but her muse was damaged; so much essence in mire so many ignored mayflies such a man condemning his rose; as running into shadows so dark its image such features for a man begging Jesus; but what is it, what have I ran from, or better, how much has it blessed me? surefire puddles or an unlucky cheetah while we never pass judgement. so close to feelings so dear we need eternity while so pure we watch every step. so much innocence or a dry well while we marvel over what happened.   

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