Wednesday, October 14, 2020

Phone Ringing Backwards

 

the steel zone the phone lyric so coarse so stern while too serious; our bluer skies our turquoise seas, as a man swimming into fury; the land is gray the fields are orange into a horizon.

Love was sick so hurt those years dangling from wires. such fruit such pain as thunder might hit. (I adored a queen as nonproof a queen so explosive a scream; foundational problems early blueprint problems such social/existential problems. too go psychoanalytic to stream through travesties where a person huddles in a corner—crying or wailing, gripped in a bundle, rocking softly.) I have loved like winning it felt fantastic so cut inside so dreary, longs nights! it was her eyes her body a little thin woman; she laughed once it looked incredible but Love was too much an easy challenge. so floret those small buds or a gigantic jamesia—upon sodium lips. (I arrange in a coma it was morning time we blazed as madmen. such rays in rockets such walls stripped while frantic to repaint them. so much a hold so disoriented while this goes back to adolescence. those signs we ignore or remaining uneducated while a son had it just as a daughter experienced it.)   

those miles in me that pavement in me to sense birds floating with human heads. a half day in his rearview a vandal in his passenger seat or a deadman like self in his future. one asks, “Why death or why so emphatic or why a high tone?” indeed, so filthy so inquisitive while is sounds like delusion in self. our immortal chase as been there so long while a woman might say, “You too damn gone.” such remedies like escaping you or holding such so close to inadvertently. (she had a way about her. we were so injected. we’d

talk smack, laugh, or feel affronted.) those pale-brown souls,

those graves in purple. a man attracted to frozen skies or happenstance so glorious or death those ivory women.

such cultural differences, so much to regret them where a man is sick in his caprice.   

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