Saturday, October 17, 2020

Mind-Soul-Memories

 

to fight might feature it might fire so destined to live again. such orchids at orchards a soft scent a sullen mansion. so frightened to let go or destroyed for holding tightly, either/or, to face damnation. tender it seemed while a scream in me such sweet unforgiveness. by bounty for revenge those roads so rugged our souls puzzles too jagged; to joust in weather our sunbeam’n exhaustion too flushed to speak.

 

dire needs too many to count too unsteady to sing.

until we meet again, until we taste harmony so

infused or so stagnant if but to live one more scream.

so much searching where others have found both

sail or stream while we reminisce on ten years ago.

those tussling aches those tipsy mistakes our eyes

glued to images; such bedside events such raw

unfettered destruction, to have fallen into pillows

to have dazed our souls, such fruitless, titillating

memories; so jejune so blue as a man feels limits.

such outflowing such indwelling too confused to

speak, too romanced to die, where death was its ink.

truth left us, seduction was its intention, so left at

paint; pantheon lovers or focused rain, sour fen bliss.

 

slow softness or

texture tension too

awakened too

AWOL.

as loving or adoring such deadening sensation;

by call

so extreme, if but musicality. our ear-meter our tone so

lethal too concerned such rubescent chills.

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