Monday, October 5, 2020

Just About Existence

 

so honest about lies so released from juvenile where Love was seventeen. midnight eyes so delicate a feature too much cocaine. I have disappeared those years are rolling I reappear in terrors. such range such a curse too perfect to feel Love. I can’t fathom it. I don’t realize it. for something seems untrue. but perdition or purgatory—these I manage; a flickering candle a younger woman so much complication. if one knew those infractions, the whispers while so alert to an actor—blue blood moons such a chasm in us while arguing we burst into laughter; in seems insignificant it seems like lies while so close it becomes murderous. by which predicament. by which precinct. by which procedure. so predicted, such predilection, I never felt such as it lives—those creeping ghosts those prickles wild as so acute senses are bleeding. it was never this tyranny this magnifying essence or jasper rainbow door fixtures. (I sat still it seemed unusual as found there to feel left there; a dark fear while we must retire, but death is prowling—she needs devastation.) I admire prowess or determination while shifting or sliding upon mental breeze.

brown knees. saffron legs. jasmine breasts. a softer scent, musical linguistics, such fair intonation. to adjust to one person to have his soul while angered he might doubt. flowing dreadlocks, or a never-ending neck, such shoulders carrying infinity. by spine to witness it flush so washed so scrubbed it feels holy. such a stomach, we fret youth, so much to live for. so partway such gateways as segue into adoring our anxieties. too much to sustain or too little for an addict while some need damn near Armageddon—by planet in essence or rhythm in suggestion to have done just about existence!      

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