Wednesday, October 21, 2020

Unavailable Sanity

 

by absence or glitter so alive a second in straps. such a straightjacket such cuffs while we fight to get it back. so medicinal so many needles while a Hindu draws his blood. the touch is the frequency the angst becomes the battle. so mythic such a centaur or a griffin half human. so many pieces into our valley while cats are enormous. by comfort or metanoia so deceived by self. I saw a ghost it was late night the psych would call it mental manifestation. such syzygy, aligned in a moment a pen a leaf a miracle. I saw a feeling it waft on high such beauty in ugliness. a nameless man a naked man a numbered man. the coffin of his birth the legacy of his suffering such wilder flowers. thunderous fatigue so low it churns while this is mother’s month. it slipped him so uncritical while fumbling through reasons. a mad feeling a daughter with pride a granny at the pulpit. the hybrid child the mistake in the class the courage we have in protest. by mainstage by gravity or sick a feeling if it would go its distance. we wonder concerning yall we dance despite the wall it comes to a universal street call. by a greenfly so abandoned to ideals while most forfeit critical analyses. so touched by thoughts so aloof to dying where a person forgets those interior struggles. but a blackfly or something unspeakable while he did nothing wrong. such intimidation such blatant moons while love is forged over a lifetime. to wear a woman’s trousers to sport a judge’s cloak or to carry a lawyer’s briefcase—as crazed souls playing our parts while luxury has but one hat. a palm for a hanky a horse for a daughter or healing for hurting—a black island those black diamonds so casual a feeling fretted by spouses. to rethink to negotiate to understand nothing comes without raw fury.               

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