Friday, October 16, 2020

Time Shall Collect

 

it starts with discomfort followed by a yawn where inside a woman is yelling. to wait with eagerness to panic with pride as wasting a little time. that feeling so close as to raise us. by walking infinity or mellow by darkness those ghosts—to linger to grip scripture to need a pleasant passing. a soul might wobble a mind might wreck while scorched or scraped searching for an immortal screw. those spacy unsuspecting eyes, those vivid gates with habits coming to pass judgement. our frantic tribunal our intestines bubbling while most are assessed for intentions—such temporal hours seated as a witness such salty tears—too adrift to recollect or too proud to feel essence while argumentation might slip into vacuums.     a daughter carrying woes or thrashed asunder while a person would lean harder. such casualties searching causality by wrath such swift ecstasy. our modeled enterprises, for Love looks immortal, while some see unsteady.     by jasmine oils or herbs or balms into winter those leaves such underbrush. those gems or its account to have answered some darkness—by wickedness to have struggled as giving more goodness than lasciviousness—the anger it boils so captured while trying desperately; to need a feeling to run while looking but ghosts those tentacles they grab or structure or beat sanity.     by social diet to die in satisfaction where it’s more according to conscience. our doctrine flushed into us where most of America is baptized.     such roaming arts such surreal understanding where most are gripping some sort of spirituality. as souls bridge forward or social arts so marshal in our dilemma—so mean it hurts while alienation is lonely so pleased to be walked into the light. to have lived but incompletely or to tug for last days are too empty. so much in toleration to remain silent while knowing pure darkness; so much in Israel or requiring a physician while there seems to live a famine.     

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