Saturday, July 31, 2021

Risk Pleasurous Dementia

 

rain dropped it felt like bathing a kiss an eye as it might wink. a good curse so addicted like strung into a drum and wrung completely. hot helium at womb devastation, a woman might know mesmerism. never as bitter as days absent from you. a man says he knows not love. he speaks with passion concerning love. either taught tangibly, by book, or deepened by stars and cures and being too good for souls. firewater aside a firebrick next to fireworks. so danced into excellence too sweet to become sour, nonetheless, sure suffering solemnity. many nets for one fishing for good pain. addressed as awful. eating dates near gates. Love is hectic, a guitar magician, a communing mystic. so strange the land. keep killing to love skies. bringing out honeydew melon. an Israelian garment a gouge inside a feeling made for greenhorns. if to adore, to fall deeper, how could a man breathe? as a snare for hearts, eating heart-chops, at a backdrop sipping heartwine.

 

too much to settle too dead to live so alive it’s confusion. swirling chaos, swooshing interior, so captured by creative sullenness. by opus despair. by intimate anxiety. by confidence in clouds. rainy eyes a temperature in water, a soul baptized in you. fierce fire, filmed flames, fluid firebrand. like living forever in one second life coming to its crescendo. so candescent so terrible, so much a tragic perfection. gauged to die. you bring life. syrupy sleeping misery.

 

                                                            oh taboo beauty, kill like a maniac, undress immortality. I partake of spirits. I ride a firebird, a sea-creature, an inner chameleon—those days at birth, so much newness, what souls’ lust after—a mind embedded—with fences and forks, framed in sensual sanity. by colorful fruit on some tropical island our quiet storm. a hand filled with nails, a haystack filled with dreams, in a farmhouse filled with laughter. eating sugarplums mixed with apricots, near a plate filled with banana bread. just love and stay sickness, never die away. take us for faces much risk in dementia like rooms upon skies.       

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