Sunday, July 25, 2021

by natural essence. chemistry.

 

I flamed turquoise cries raging bodies much purpose—heaving hurting so blind so much dying—by penalty by revenge, for I wasn’t an angel—roaming halls, lost at walls, home like liquor was water—a foolish man a fretting man so dead those years—it bled me it screamed at me, a fucking demon at me / skyfall assassins reeking dear damages a man might get so lost in you—would you help him? would you kill him? so little to taste essence. was arrested by you, never posted bail from you, all these years distorted like purpose set aflame. don’t gas-line me. don’t act out your hatred. dear God! I’ve run back to fire—its disruption it bled thickness against healing.

by impulse by laws by courage those years so deceased as a living machine too much exhaustion to make it home. hurt in you burning skies shivering coppice a sign might mean something different.

I needed your rage and pain and dangers like galloping for Civil Rights like hanging on words like dying ain’t natural!

by science to claim humanity like a trance to find rose colored diamonds like Jesus just pulled up in a Lamborghini. “Blasphemy!”

I was sick in a sickroom most laughed I had hell coming back. it looked easy like ghosts knew his name like father implored his Church.

one keepsake in utter desolation as one coming with fury, made glory, so many beautiful ass horses. one last mistake our favorite remorse like crazy to make passion with that woman, that fevered creature an unmasked monster, so damn vicious we forget her pedigree.   

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