Wednesday, July 28, 2021

Ingrown Genetics

 

I gun out, a cigarette between fingers left hand on the stirring wheel. a daughter at heart, something dear at soul, a hurricane at the layer. inside worlds as most concerned so many ways to read a mystic. a language in fire a flame fierce in mud trying to swim—like a sea of quicksand, screaming at faith, most elements turning black. a reaper laughing guts upheaving I’m tripping in a hazy ink. palm prints rushing shores a number of ghosts with lion heads.

too much of that, spacy in silence, achy for clearance.

at the farmstead fretting a séance too many going wild & crazy. trying to undie trying to reglue, at a feeling like undone. mythic emotions over oysters with a giggle in address; a tequila shot, maybe two more, we’ve been at it so long … thickened phlegm couching up a dinosaur, wrestling a gila monster.

it felt uncouth racing doing a hundred, sped through demons, cut lanes, a man transfused into a creature; blues blazing liquor scented I wake up sweating. too long a fever too long to feel easy, most get a little nervous.

Love is gifted person, good at kinesics rolling into immortality. I keep a spoon as for scooping debris so much gold in soil.

our public domain our intrusive internet our Haagen-Dazs with sorrows—so stolen from self so aloof from mirrors so steeped can’t return.

our condition, as it made fire, a soul carrying a country creek.

the nuts & bolts those features like bored with repetition—estranged from my hands, at a date with my heart, too long since I unknifed my back.

ingrown genetics. ingrown pitfalls. too ingrown to skip a generation.    

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