Thursday, July 22, 2021

Black Features

 

living animation a problem in a dream with excellence on rehab. I was doped out like kicked out abased in trauma one last bottle. the conference room unthreaded like a dear god mistake. lake houses lights laughing rolling up on relapse. years like calendars matching a hearse so kleptic at the gravehouse. a bad ass woman, fretting his lungs, so tragic how we un-claim decency.

 

if humbled make life, so plural, I wonder how it exposes us. too many to confess too ritualized to un-measure, one just pulled up.

 

I hit a taxi looking at the rearview I giggle to the gods. iron clanks a pocket with paper, down to a last ultimatum. sided to reside. disappeared, came back. someone right in the next room.

 

Thai tea a cigarette a bad ass problem. we cook out we talk shit we laugh like children—gripping belly hunched over, spitting up saliva.

 

fresh out of recon like a mad adventure, he joined like a message.

 

at the cafeteria, unlikely to win, a small, electric, green eyed miracle. she hung with them. she lived with them. she wanted a visit. I just look stupid. an inner mystic. like dumb shit fits some people.

 

I rang his doorbell, he came with a bounce, he was feeding his three-month-old baby. I noticed a sullen glint, I touched the couch, I lied, I said all will be well. he laughed, on our existential, like invisible in nightmare down south. no databases for pigmentation more databases for pigmentation we seem at love with pigmentation. I heard a man, as he spoke loudly, he was proud to be 100% puritan/pure blood. I still wonder how he figured that out.   

  

knock hell out or into them. like a mad person like demons repent like space in a black horizon.

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