Tuesday, July 27, 2021

Dahlia Paradise

 

daisy coffin, a snag for me, melodious fragrance. I glance at a sheet, I feel zeal, a second, it passes. I rethink a begonia, orange eyes, much exaggeration. unthreaded a twine broken into a seam, her anger is ebbing. a pyre of firewood, an inside ambulance, an overborne apology. the Dahlia sits. she reads softly, slowly, carefully. she wipes a tear, colors a damp swamp, giggles a little. she unplugs a violin, reknits a suggestion, shakes her head at a thought. pure paradise to contemplative souls; an untold fable; many tales upon our tables. we disputed over a word, it was “nautic,” it was a terrible/vehement unveiling. (more to fog in dense clouds around corners up hills into valleys. a few pauses, as debating structure, meditating upon a zinnia.) inside green water dwells a turtle, swimming further, seeming agitated. another distraction, as Dahlia flits, as paradise flies—those concrete emotions, inner regulation, hanging by a rose—eyes in nemesias afloat in space, touched by concentration.

I might fib into a prayer with no understanding of being wrong. maybe a twinge, maybe a fire, maybe we refute by argumentation. many orators, struggling in vain, fraught by vanity/pride, watching paradise fighting consumption, thus, ignoring Dahlia.

I might unpack weeping aside a willow tree underneath a shed.

running isn’t feasible. asking is blasphemy. shooting voltage might feel intrusive.

our tender hearts, receiving absence, unsure of full rejection. maybe as best parts, I take to a pen, I braid mind-jute. too much to confess, as needing a feeling, unable to pledge by separation of coffins.  

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