Monday, July 12, 2021

Demonstration of Freedom

 

watertight lightning sweet thunder so ready to expose pain. a fool at his works a maniac at his affection needing more than we might give. a bleeding man a suffering fragment so much a losing winner. to die ways to arrange this way so mechanical so deliberate so free flowing. play a game with me. seduce gods in me. break religiosity in us. so much we call love like breathing while lost in another person. it frets it blinks it ruins me. to back away to better know us to live like molasses on the skies. as meaning a world as eating luxuries so gifted in the Hills. a ghetto beginner a Shakespeare contestant, while reading some manuscript. an unknown a bird in seas swinging from clouds. it was pain in tomorrow it was a child in agony it was us laughing. so exhausted so many quagmires, if but to redraw a dying sin. as needing multiple palms as sucking our arts so many fingertips on treasures.

 

a fever in a night in a woman in a goodbye. some need as in diplomacy while true anxiety is living a plural examination. it appears correct, a life so threaded, as thrumming a beat to a stranger’s agreements. sweet chemistry a feature alive so many at a man’s wake. a dead man a believing man, as internally screaming at God.

 

so broken so much hope if to love in us like Mary. our simple understandings, our internal cages, it just hast to work!

 

no magic more intense than a person engrossed in our nostrils—looking at legs, begging sinfully, a bird in a high tree—to watch to ache to demand more than what one can give.

 

depth of character depth of obedience all indebted to some ideal.

 

I walk away—in preserving us—in demonstration of freedom.  

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